One of my (many) problems is that I don’t know what I’m going to argue when I start. I kind of know the framework, and where it’s heading in a general direction, but I don’t think it through until I write it out. Some people do it the other way around: think through to their conclusions, outline it, and then write it out. The way I’ve got it is, apparently, how I’ve always done things. Back in museum days, I’d conceptualize exhibits by drawing out figures and flowcharts on a giant piece of paper. Working through that process gets me there.
So anyhow…take this present chapter. When I began to write three months ago all I knew was I’d be working on religious-based benevolent enterprises. I didn’t know all that would be included; and I knew some basic historiographical outlines on what historians say about benevolent societies; but not much more. See a previous post on this.
Survey the sources. They tell me that higher education, Sunday Schools, domestic and foreign missions, Bible and tract societies, and temperance are the primary initiatives. Not exactly Rochester, but that’s pretty good for the rural south, so I’ve got an outline—examine each of these things in order.
Sources again: read them all (again) and take notes on what they say about each benevolent category. Most of my sources are in Winston-Salem, Chapel Hill, Durham, Raleigh, and occasionally Charlotte (and Philadelphia over the summer). My notes on them are more an index than actual manuscript.
Then, how to interpret those sources? Read other history books. Read books and articles on higher education in America, in the South, in North Carolina. What have other historians said about religion and education? (This inevitably leads to rethinking my approach, and/or chasing more and more reading.) How am I different from what they’ve said? What are my sources telling me based on my “larger framework;” or, how I understand the big questions about culture, power, gender, and all that. Write it out.
In the process of writing it out, I begin to get what I’m saying, and what I’m saying about higher education will reflect back on what I’m saying about religious benevolent activity in general. This will inform the conclusion that I’m beginning to develop.
Now, do it again for Sunday Schools. Go back to the notes. Read more books. And here’s where it starts to get a little complicated. What I conclude about Sunday Schools will alter how I’m thinking big-picture-wise about religious benevolent activity. That gets tacked on to that developing conclusion and in the process, makes my thinking about higher education seem a little one-dimensional.
But the best dissertation is a finished dissertation, so press on.
Do it all again for domestic missions. Tack this on to ever-changing conclusion.
Do it all again for Bible and tract societies. Tack this on.
At this point the conclusion is going in an almost entirely different direction than when I first started to conceptualize it three months ago. The questions I’m asking are different. The angles on the sources are different. The framework is getting bent out of shape. Well, I like to think it’s getting more sophisticated…
Then, temperance societies. These things are considered benevolent work, but they’re different. I won’t bore you with explaining why, but figuring them out makes me re-cast my entire conclusion for this chapter. In a good way, that is—the slightly different angle on them helps me better define my entire thinking about religious benevolent work in the southern piedmont (or anywhere for that matter.)
But I look back at what I did on higher education, and now I’ve pretty much got to do that again to make it harmonize with what I’m thinking now.
Bigger picture? This chapter will do the same thing to the first two chapters as each section within it did to the earlier section: make them fairly obsolete, if not contemptible. And looking ahead, this chapter and its conclusions will entirely reshape how I begin to approach the next chapter. So, whatever I had thought it was going to be…that has changed.
I’m trying to wrap it up. I’ve drafted out the temperance stuff and need to consolidate my conclusion, and then move on. Today I checked out my first historiographical reading for the next chapter. Anyone up for sentimentalism in the Victorian home?
Better finished than good.